… as I love my self.
To all my friends, I’d like to confess that I truly don’t understand my own reasoning for the way I maintain relationships with those for whom I legitimately care. I never speak to those I consider my closest friends, and I initiate contact with everyone else that much less. I’ve found this leaves me continuously alone and perpetually bored, but it feels perfectly natural existing as I do, I don’t know if I’m comfortable where I am or if it’s just a deep-seeded habit of mine. At the core of it all, I just hope none of the few I believe are truly worthwhile people are hurt by this. I don’t think I’ll be changing my habits very drastically anywhere in the immediate future.
